Can there be a theory of every thing ?

 I keep thinking about a lot of things and feel that every thing around us is integrated  and continuous but to us every thing seems to be so disintegrated and discontinuous .We are  attached , by a placenta to that spec of time , matter and energy, space and conciousness, that constitutes this entire visible and non visible universe or we may call it cosmos ,around  and inside of us and no wonder that this Entity is feminine and is called Shakti .Is shakti ,the creator, the God we pray to.If we have come from the basic components that came together under certain controlled parameters to form life, the universe or Shakti ,must be containing billions of these components.Does that mean ,that Universe is our living God composed  of the elementary particles called Quarks , just like us and consisting of energy and conciousness which runs and governs our entire system.

Da Vince was not wrong ,when he said that our body is the miniature of the world around us. Our energy is centred inside our body(Kundalini) and we have seven energy levels (Chakaras). We can compare our body to any celestial object , like our earth which has an immense energy  at its core and the crust that has various levels and all regulated by the energy inside its core .  for that matter to an atom .Where energy or charge is centered in the nucleus and the electrons jump between various energy levels.Every thing has this basic structure , be it  Universe ,Galaxies , Stars , planets , Us and even the basic components that make us . And all these are inter linked and interchangeable .Though the two worlds , the one that we see and the one that we dont , dont happen to follow the same set of laws .The law of gravity fails at the subatomic level .

So will we be wrong if we ask this question  ?  Is science and God the two sides of the same coin. ,just like Mass and energy. Can there be a theory of every thing .Just one equation that answers all the questions about our existence and evolution, energy , start of time and space and the existence of the tiniest particles now Known as(quarks), combining in to such complex mixture of matter,energy and conscience. Subatomic particles like electrons and protons are no more our subject of study , what we study now is fermion and lepton group of particles that constitute our matter and various force carriers like gluons, bosons , gravitons and photons and every thing put together giving us the Theory of every thing , which Einsteins wanted to give us before he passed away.I think what he wanted to do was to put all the particles and forces together to give us the answer to our basic question , how every thing started and what was before that , if we take  Bigbang as zero time on the -x ,x axis , was there any thing in minus time span also or are we looking time as 2 dimensional  only and it has more than two dimensions which we dont know about . May be time has to be calculated on an xy plane. Well these are just the thoughts that keep coming to my mind .I think the civilisations that inhabited earth before us surely knew more than what we know today , May be they did not have the technology with them but the most important question that needed to be answered would definitely have been TIME .Time has always  been given a lot of   importance in all the civilisations.

In Bhagavad Gita Lord says”I am whole and I am Divine and every thing else ,living or non living is the part of this Whole . Every thing combined makes me complete.Your conciousness is nothing but a part of the whole conciousness centered with in me.”So is it that the Universe is whom we  refer to as God and the conciousness which we talk about is the summation of energies of various tiny particles which make the Universe and  us along with our thoughts.

We are alive because we have blood pumping heart  and neurons pumping brain .Our conciousness(Atman),or the electromagnetic energy field we as a celestial object consist and radiate , is alive too , because it has cosmic energy.So if we are regulated by our Atamn , what does our brain do? The mighty Brain , works as a medium between our conciousness(EMF)and matter.Brain works like a translator and that is what distinguishes us from the non living.Non living have EMF and matter but no brain to translate and in turn transcend  to the higher domain of intellect and knowledge.

Is our electromagnetic field affected by the electromagnetic field of Earth and electromagnetic field from all the celestial bodies including our Universe? Are Actions , circumstances , Time and matter , the out come of the interaction of the EMF fields around us ?Is the cycle of Time which is divided in to 4 Yugas by our ancestors , divided based on the changes in the Electro magnetic force? Is this force so significant that it has time and again changed the entire face of earth and its  living conciousness .

eulogy for my dearest uncle

Since today evening i  have been feeling extremely low, I didn’t know whom to share it with.I have not been able to cry out loud and take it out as I don’t get the time and space to be all by myself.There are thousands of thoughts going through my mind today.My mind has become a mesh of hesternal and hodiernal thoughts and memories .Emotionally and Psychologically …there are two forces acting …one is pulling down and other is lifting up. Helplessness is tearing me down and at the same time motivating me to do something and overcome at least some part of it.
 
I cant imagine Beta Bhiya dead…So i want to assume that he is gone some where far.My mind is not ready to accept this fact…no matter how much i try to console my self …i just cant and to be frank I don’t want to. He will stay alive in our hearts and memories.I am going to take the print of every mail he has written to me. I want to save every memory I have of him.
 
His smile and his habit of making that unusual grunt.He would call us darling and sweet heart all the time.He would always try to crack some joke and try to make the situation humorous.I remember him in his lemon yellow shirt and black trousers and that turquoise tee-shirt which he used to wear at home. He was a stalworth in true sense .His thin lean body and that Aum with so many stones in his chain.His wardrobe…Oh! my God.How will pupli didi live with it.Every one will move on .It is she who will suffer.I feel terribly sorry for her.
 
 Losing such a precious soul is a big loss not only to this family but to this world.He had such a depth in him and the glow on his forehead reflected his spirituality and his connection with almighty.Every one will have his or her own point of view about this unwanted event, but the bottom line is that this is life.You sit and see the parts of life like isles just wasting away but the fate ties your hands and and you are helplessly watching destiny nibbling voraciously at life.Our prayers didn’t do him any good.His life was still abruptly truncated  leaving his soul unsatisfied and burdened with responsibilities and the yearning to be there for his kith and kins and to spend some more days with his beloved wife.This immense pain which he endured for so long even did not dehort him from willing to live.He fought illness but couldn’t fight death and destiny.I was wondering if he had this much life only?
 
We never anticipate such tragedies to struck some one we love so dearly and don’t even want to contemplate any signs of bad going to happen to them.How does the cycle of good and bad fit in those circumstances? If you have had enough of bad going on in your life you previse good times to come .How can the good be complete with so much sorrow and a void which can never be filled.
 
I am going to take strength from this and I would request everyone including pupli didi and Shehjar to that too.Till the time Shehjar and keshav will not settle well in their lives .He will not be able to rest in Peace.So all of us have to move towards that direction.Pupli didi has to be very strong irrespective of anything and we have to support her in any way possible.I have sacrificed so much just because I take responsibility for what I signed up for . Not been able to meet Beta Bhiya at least ones is one such sacrifice with which I will live forever …and probably on my death bed ask for forgiveness and peace.
 

Still dont know why do I have to have a title to write

I love to write because I find it hard to express it otherwise. I have had a rough patches in my life as any other human being but now I am tired .I am tired of doing what I am being told to do and what I am being told is right. I have a soul of my own and I know it is always right.Then why do I need someone else to tell me what I should and what i should not.I am not so strong as I thought I was . I am weak and always have been .I am scared to face consequences .I am scared to put my foot down and say , “hey stop pushing me ,its my decision and i have to make it “.These days I have become more lazy and am running away from things.Just want to close my eyes and sleep over it as if am waiting for the day when the morning will bring me hope and desire to live and enjoy life . I feel dead from inside especially because I have no one to talk to .No vent at all .I thought that marriage will bring and end to the uncertanities of life and i will have some one to confide in and express my self to .I lived in my little fairytale of sleeping beauty because I truly believed that there was this 1 man I have to enjoy my entire life with .I did not open my eyes before . I am a simple person and keep my self away from the evil of gossips and unwanted exchange of who said what and am never bothered about any body’s business .I hate to talk about others and never expect any thing from any body .I have always cherished what any body has done for me and have got this desire to return back ,what I get .It holds true for my parents too but I guess all this is not applicable in this world .People think you are insane .They expect you to be diplomatic .Simplicity is a curse .People say actions are stronger than words but I say that the thought is the e . Actions follow .If your actions are right and your thought is not .It really does not count how much good you do .I know that my soul is pure and conscience is clear and i have not to be afraid of any body and also do not need any ones certificate to prove that because my God will stand by me as always . 

I had a revalation

Hi every body,

I have been thinking through out  my life about what I am supposed to do , What is my purpose of life ?Today I realise that ,  I get happiness by helping people walk out of their misery .It sometimes takes just a small talk for someone to turn around his life and i can be someone who has a potential to do that .I know that I am a leader from with in because I do not follow conventions and I question every thing which has been preexisting .This proves that I can be a change agent for so many people. These days no one has got time to listen . But I think I can be a good listener too . So any body having unnecessary chaos and tension or questions can ask me .I will try my level best to answer your question and help you .I get all my answers from with in as i let my soul speak to me  . But approach me only if you know that you have a pure soul inside you . I would not like to entertain any stupid questions as this in the beginning of my path to know myself.

Why cant people trust easily.

People who are blind towards themselves are generally insecure. They think that the whole world has ganged up to make a fool out of them. Especially the People with power of position and money suffer from this kind problem .They may have a lot of knowledge about the world but they close themselves and do not let that knowledge seep in to their soul and corelate with their existance. They generally live in an illusion that they can manupulate any situation and can change the lives of people .They have no faith at all .They try to impress and influence others with their knowledge and power but they forget that their actions do not generally express their thoughts.The influence they have is generally very negative. They assume a lot of things about themselves and others and most of the time the assumptions about themselves is positive and about others is negative .They live with suspision and never come out of it .That suspision slowly becomes thier second nature.This nature of theirs does not allow them to trust any body, not even the closest ones .

People say that you should not trust any one .Is this kind of thinking right? What is this doing to the human race and to the society as a whole ? I bet no one would have thought about it. The more we do not trust others , the more we isolate ourselves , the more we close ourselves .We become sceptical and make others uncomfortable. The relationships become superficial . Can any one be open and truthful if he knows that he will be judged with suspision? The answer to this question is “NO”.

We say that day by day people are becoming lonely.Why? It is because, we dont trust any one any more. I dont know where is this lack of trust and more of suspision&negativity is going to take us but one thing is for sure, the picture of future will have less of smiles, happiness and hope and more of broken relationships and lonelyness because all that a person wants is to be accepted and not judged with an eye of suspision. 

My life is finding time to dream

“My life is finding time to dream “, I believe that without dreams though one can go on but can not climb up the ladder and reach the pinnacle of life. How do we know, what we are going to do in our lives? Well that’s too much to ask .Isn’t it? We can not even predict our tomorrow .What is it that makes our minds think in particular directions?  As a kid we are generally influenced by the thoughts, ideas and beliefs of the elders around us. As we grow up though we assume that what we think is an individual effort of our brain but we are influenced by our past, what happens to us as a child lives with us until we die?

 I was a kid when I realized the connection between a thought, an idea, a belief, our dreams and our future. I was exposed to certain facts of life at an early age and I think that my life has been revolving around them ever since. Even today I am not sure if what I am thinking is right but I need to figure it out as soon as possible.

We as human beings usually come across two dimensions of existence but there are people who have a third dimension to their thinking .In those people their mind over powers their brain . They can feel the energy around them and connect their actions to the past as well as to the future .I lived with one such person and definitely her mind influenced mine. Nothing meant more to me than to find out the reason for such a behavior.She has been right till now ,what ever she has said has come true and I am surprised at the timelessness and universal level at which she connects objects ,events and people .If all she is saying is true then there definitely is a 3rd dimension to our lives.

Events follow actions and not the one who does them

We have every thing inside ourselves . Even answers to the questions which have not been answered in our scientific world .

We all human beings are insignificant but our actions are not.We do what we are responsible for .Good or bad can be debatable .Bad is what has made good and good is what has made bad , these two are complementary forces .Every one has to do what he or she is meant to do irrespective of the fact , whether he is doing good or bad ,right or wrong .To understand it better we can say that the events follow actions and not the one ,who does them .

Whatever I am saying might have been said by a lot of great people but I have always known it . I dont know where it came from but it has been with me since i was a kid .

We are so small , so insignificant with respect to the system to which we belong and the same system is so complex that in a way it is good that we don’t understand this complexity .Otherwise there would not have been a single sane human being existing .We have been deliberately kept in dark so that we do what we have to do with out getting disturbed .

We have given this complexity , the name of God .Some one who can handle all that is so disintegrated but still integrated to the core like our universe ;our cosmos which is the summation of different forms of energies which is beyond the anticipation of human brain but not the human mind.